Saturday thoughts...
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Men has left me with no explanation
Men has used me sexually
Men has abused me verbaly
Men has chocked me with their behavior
Men has made me believe they're something that they can't live up to
Men has promised me the world and their love
And for what? I ask myself...
So they could rip out a piece of my already so broken heart
My heart is like a puzzle, but the pieces don't fit
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My heart is to be compared with my grandfathers when he was alive
His heart was week from heartattacks and we knew he wouldn't survive another
So we lost him a few years back
I don't know if my heart can take another attack...
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